Writing&Thinking.

Dear Mom, 

Well, three years is just around the corner… It hasn’t really hit me. I have been saying/thinking three years for a little while now, so I’m not sure if I will be super sad this year. Which, you know, might be a good thing.

I remember junior year when one year hit.. I think I slept like 3 hours that night. I started folding laundry at 4 in the morning because I couldn’t sleep. Of course I didn’t have too much of a problem on easter because… I was in Spain… haha J

I was thinking about junior year English class, and how Mr. Peters had us write an eyewitness story. He knew you had recently passed, so he kind of glanced at me and told the class, “Don’t shed tears over this. I don’t want this assignment to upset anyone.” I just smiled and thought, “Challenge accepted.” And then I wrote that story about that horrible Easter eve/morning, April 12, 2009. I’m so glad I wrote that story… and the feedback I got from him was great. It really empowered me that I could tell that story, and that I really knew I told it well.

I really wish I wrote more. I used to write poems and stuff all the time, and you loved them. I guess this blog helps my writing outlet to an extent. I’ll try writing more poems for you.

I’m not really sure how to end this entry… I kind of was just preluding for whatever is going to come. Or not.

I just really want to talk to you. 

             Love your baby doll, 

             Tessy Loo Loo