Somber morning dreams.

Dear Mom,

When I went back to bed this morning, I had the weirdest dream. A whole bunch of us went to the movies, but I couldn't figure out what was going on. I was being antisocial or something. The movie and Nancy and someone else wanted to see, you had already seen, so we decided to watch 27 Dresses, or was it Valentine's Day? Something that I own, so it really didn't make sense why we would pay money to see one and not the other. Anyway, I went to grab seats in the balcony of that theatre (some fancy movie theatre) and waited there the entire movie, but you and someone else had already grabbed seats on the main level. I was very angry! We got out of our movie and you went home, walking and talking with someone else and I couldn't get your attention.
I waited for the other movie to get out, which I guess actually was a 4 hour disney movie, that kind of reminded me of Epic Mickey, but when the theatre door opened it looked like colors of the wind from Pocahontas. So i had to wait there for another hour before Danny, Ashlyn, Laura, and I don't remember who else, to get out. 
I woke up confused. And angry, because I wanted to hang out with you some more. I think you were ignoring me because I shouldn't have been sleeping, if I'm so stresseed about with school and work. As I probably should be working on my project right now, and not writing this. 
See, this is why I have grown a hatred for sleeping in. I don't mind as much now, but a few years ago it freaked me out. I didn't want to see you in my going-back-to-sleep-super-weird-over-the-top dreams. I knew if I decided to fall back asleep in the morning, that's when I would dream about you. 
Now I cherish those dreams. Seeing you in my sleep is better than not seeing you at all. Even if it's only for a few minutes. 
I miss you. <3


                Love your babydoll,
                Tessy Loo Loo